Genre: BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Personal Memoirs
This is the incredible true story of Auty R. Howard and God’s amazing love, grace, and mercy in his life. Brutally honest, he speaks frankly about his life growing up in an alcoholic home and the physical and sexual abuse he suffered daily from a very early age. As you read his story, you will walk with him down the path of his drug addiction, numerous hospitalizations due to schizophrenia with paranoia and DID, his life of crime, and finally his incarceration before God pulled him out of the flames of Hell. It is a story of hope for all who feel trapped and feel like giving up.
I was born on April 9, 1968, in Detroit, Michigan. My Mom was born in Detroit. My biological father left my mother when she was about nine months pregnant with me. I never saw him until I was older. I learned he asked family members how I was. As a result of my biological dad leaving, my mother suffered greatly from abandonment and rejection. These feelings and spirits were transferred to me while I was in my mother’s womb.
I have counseled many people in my ministry and as a prophet, I can see prophetically what spirits and emotions were transferred from the mother to the child, even while they were in their mother’s womb. Spirits are like germs. You don’t see them but they can be transferred from one person to another without that person’s knowledge.
Shortly after my biological father left my mother, she married my stepfather, who was my biological father’s brother. My stepfather hated my biological father and they were bitter enemies. It is my understanding my biological father had once beaten my stepfather severely and my stepfather never forgave him for it. I don’t know why my mother married my stepfather but I do know she was nine months pregnant with me and was extremely vulnerable.